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but I’m going to be screwing with the layout of this site over the coming days/weeks as i need a new theme and this time i want one of my own creation….

and if that isn’t the understatement of the day I don’t know what is.

I’ve been in a bit of a dark spot for a while with a lack of motivation for many things and lots has happened since my last post. The bubba that I was marvelling about feeling in my last post is now 9 months old!! Imogen is almost walking younger then her older sister was even crawling. It has been very special being responsible for another little life in this world. But it has also been exceptionally challenging dealing with the changes to our little family.

I know that I could be coping better, and that I still have a long way to go until I am happy with myself and how I am interacting with everyone around me. I lack patience and am quick to anger at the moment. I’m sure it’s due to lack of sleep and I should attempt to address that, but I need my own time and most of the time the only way i can get it is to stay up after everyone else is in bed. I need to find an outlet as none of my traditional ones seem to work any more. But enough of that darkness….

Work has gotten challenging again recently with my changed responsiblities. I’m still trying to wrap my head around everything that is involved in my new responsibilities and I am sure that as the challenges unfold I will have many things to say about what is happening.

Any way, thats enough of an “I’m still alive” post for now. Hopefully it wont be a year before the next one that I put out.